When Leadership Reaches a Crossroad: A reflection for leaders in the middle

I love leadership — because I love helping leaders.

Not the spotlight version of leadership. Not the polished, platform-driven kind. I love leadership because I love seeing people thrive. I love helping leaders carry responsibility with clarity, courage, and faithfulness — especially when no one is applauding.

That desire didn’t start with a brand or a content plan. Start Strong | Lead Well wasn’t something I set out to “build.” It emerged naturally from who I am and how I’m wired. I’ve learned something about myself over time: if I’m not positioned to help others, I’m not fulfilled. My purpose is tied to seeing people grow — spiritually, emotionally, relationally, and as leaders.

My life motto reflects that: So Others May Live.

That’s the heart behind this space.

How This Started (and Why I’m Reflecting Now)

By most standards, Start Strong | Lead Well is still very new. I began sharing these weekly reflections last year — not as a finished product, but as an offering. An experiment. A discipline of reflection meant to help leaders begin their week grounded and lead it well.

And because it’s new — and still emerging — this feels like the right time to pause and reflect.

That’s something leaders should do, especially early in a journey.

Reflection isn’t hesitation.
Re-examination isn’t weakness.
Sometimes it’s wisdom.

The Quiet Questions That Don’t Go Away

Leadership doesn’t always break down in crisis. Sometimes it slows down in quiet questions you can’t ignore anymore.

There comes a point when continuing the same way starts to feel less faithful than re-examining why you began in the first place.

This isn’t burnout.
It isn’t quitting.
It isn’t a lack of discipline.

It’s leadership pausing long enough to tell the truth.

The Question Beneath the Questions

If I’m honest, there’s a deeper question underneath all of this — one I’ve wrestled with privately for a while:

Am I helping leaders merely consume encouragement… or helping them carry leadership differently?

There are countless leadership voices online. Many are sharper, louder, more prolific, or more established. If Start Strong | Lead Well were to stop tomorrow, the internet wouldn’t notice. The algorithm would move on. Content would keep flowing.

And that realization isn’t discouraging — it’s clarifying.

Because this space was never meant to chase attention. It was meant to serve leaders.

Leading From the Middle

I deeply respect leaders who shape thinking through books and platforms. Their work matters. Their influence has shaped me, and I’m grateful for the mentorship they provide from a distance through their words and teaching.

But most of my leadership life hasn’t been lived on stages.

It’s been lived in the middle.

No bravado.
No gloss or glamour.
No spotlight.

Just responsibility. Day after day.

Reporting up. Caring down. Managing pressure. Solving problems. Navigating tension. Showing up for a team. Being present for a family. Answering to a boss. Carrying weight quietly.

And I believe there are leaders who need reflections from that place too — from the middle, where leadership is lived more than it is explained.

Not the Many — the One

Leadership isn’t always about reaching the many.

Sometimes it’s about being faithful to the one who needs encouragement right now.

That idea is deeply rooted in my faith. Jesus spoke about leaving the ninety-nine to go after the one — not because the many didn’t matter, but because the one did.

That’s something I’m realizing more clearly about Start Strong | Lead Well.

I’m not trying to go viral.
I’m not chasing scale.
I’m not building for clicks, likes, or applause.

I’m writing for the one leader who’s tired but still faithful.
For the one who feels the tension but keeps showing up.
For the one who needs clarity, not noise.

If that’s a small group, that’s okay.

Faithfulness has never required an audience.

Why I’m Sharing This

I’m not writing this to resolve the tension — but to name it honestly.

Because leaders everywhere are navigating similar crossroads. Deciding whether to continue, adjust, refine, or release. Wondering whether consistency is still aligned with calling. Asking whether what they’re building is truly serving others.

These are good questions.

And leaders don’t need more answers shouted at them. They need space to reflect.

That’s what this post is — and what I hope Start Strong | Lead Well continues to be: a quiet place for leaders in the middle to think clearly, lead faithfully, and remember why they began.

If this tension feels familiar, you’re not alone.

And you’re welcome here.